NEED FOR SPIRITUAL REFLECTION GEORGE DE CHARMS 1956
NEW CHURCH LIFE
VOL. LXXVI JANUARY, 1956 No. 1
"Be wakeful, and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God." (Revelation 3:2)
Man may be said to live because he has power to reflect. Indeed, without reflection he is consciously aware of nothing. Human life is a continual awakening. The new-born infant is wrapped in a profound and dreamless sleep, out of which the Lord is ever seeking to rouse him. His mind is a delicate instrument, sensitive to all the myriad forces of creation whereby the Lord constantly touches it, and stirs it into life. Without ceasing, the Divine command goes forth: "Let there be light." But consciousness arises only where the touch of the Lord's hand meets with a deliberate response on the part of man. Moment by moment, throughout life, countless impulses are pouring in upon the brain, exerting a subtle pressure upon the mind, of which, however, man is not in the least aware. By means of these unconscious sensations the Lord secretly governs and directs our life according to His eternal ends. But He does not ruthlessly force His will upon us. In order that He may lead us gently, according to our own free will and choice, it is mercifully decreed that we shall become aware only of those impulses to which we pay attention. Thus it is that the Lord stands without at the door, and knocks. Secretly He gives us the power and ability to open the door; but He leaves us free to open it or not, as we will. And only when we answer His call, and open the door, does light break upon the mind.
We pay attention to the things we love. From the constant stream of sense impressions that beat upon our minds, love selects and orders whatever serves to promote its end, allowing all the rest to pass unnoticed. From things selected, it forms a mental picture, a goal or an ideal; and thenceforth it searches for the means to bring that ideal to realization. In this lies the struggle, and also the joy, of man's life. The mental world in which we live is made up solely of those things of which we become consciously aware; and what these are is determined not so much by our physical surroundings as by the love that governs the mind.
Where does this love come from? It is not a thing of earth. It does not belong to the material world. It inflows from the sun of heaven, and moves the mind from within, by way of the soul. The soul of every man is an immediate gift of God. It is formed to receive His love in a very special way. Indeed, the way each one receives the Lord's love makes him an individual, endowing him with qualities, faculties and abilities, that distinguish him from all others and enable him to fill a needed place and function in the Gorand Man of heaven. Because men are created individuals, endowed by the Creator with a love that is characteristic of each one-a love that belongs to each one alone and that is the very man himself-therefore human beings differ widely in tastes and preferences, in aptitudes and interests, finding delight in different kinds of activity, in different occupations and professions of service to society.
The love that inflows through the soul, and that gives to each person his individuality, is eternally fixed and determined by the Divine Creator. It cannot be changed, far no one can become other than he is. But every man is touched and moved also by loves that impinge upon his mind from without; not, however, from the world of nature, but from spirits and angels who are associated with him in the spiritual world. From these invisible companions we receive affections and delights; and because we know not whence they come, we feel them as our very own. We are constantly surrounded by spirits, both good and evil, who inspire us with conflicting desires that draw us in opposite directions. This is why we seem to have a dual personality, for both these opposing loves appear to be our own. These pressures from without do not change that fundamental love which enters through the soul; nor do they alter the special gifts, talents and abilities, derived therefrom; but they prompt us to use these abilities in one of two opposite ways, either for self-advancement and worldly gain, or for self-forgetting service to the neighbor and to the Lord. The Lord empowers us, nay, He requires us, to choose between these opposing forces that play upon us from without. We cannot go in two directions at once. We must reject one impulse and select the other. This is a choice we cannot escape; and it opens the door of the mind either to the loves of heaven or to those of hell.
In infancy and early childhood angels stand guard to protect the nascent mind. While they are present, evil spirits cannot approach, and the child is kept in the sphere of heaven and imbued with heavenly delights.
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Only by degrees does the hereditary tendency to find delight in the loves of self and the world assert itself and become increasingly dominant. As this occurs, innocence declines, the guardian angels withdraw, and evil spirits progressively take possession of the mind. This is done so subtly that there is no realization of what is taking place. But when the mind is animated by the love of self attention is fixed upon the things of earth, upon the pleasures of the body and the ambitions of the world. These things seem all important. The mind is keenly alive to whatever seems to promote personal advancement, to increase personal wealth, or power, or prestige in the sight of others. Everything is viewed as a means to this end. Even the ideals of morality and religion are made to serve this all-dominating purpose. Attention is paid to those teachings of the Word which can be interpreted to favor our personal desires, while all else is disregarded. This is the characteristic state of youth, when, without realizing it, we are keenly alert to the things of the world, but remain spiritually asleep. This is the sleep out of which the Lord seeks to waken us in order that we may become aware of Divine and heavenly things, of things eternal. For it is His will to bless us with the joys of everlasting life. And this is why He says, in the third chapter of Revelation: "Be wakeful, and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God."
These words occur in the message to the angel of the church in Sardis, concerning which we are told that it is directed to those who carefully observe the outward forms of religion, but give little heed to the knowledge, understanding and life, of spiritual truth. This attitude is by no means confined to the period of youth. It is not hard to convince ourselves that the external observance of religious custom, and a careful regard for the accepted moral code, is all that is required of us. To do this is relatively easy. It has been instilled by early training, and has become habitual by constant practice. It leaves us free to devote our real energies to the tasks immediately before us. It allows us to become absorbed in the pursuit of worldly ambitions, finding no time for thought or reflection upon the deeper meaning of the Word, no time to search out the laws of eternal life which lie concealed within the Sacred Scriptures, while yet we feel well satisfied that we are doing the Lord's will. This is a grievous error to which we all are prone. It is a state into which we fall repeatedly, drawn by the loves of self and the world that are our natural inheritance. But if this state is wilfully confirmed, if we deliberately choose it and make it our own, we close our minds against the entrance of the Lord and the influence of heaven. Fortunately, the memory of the innocent delights of childhood abides with us and may be recalled, especially in states of worship and of reflection upon the teaching of the Word, when the door of heaven is temporarily opened again.
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By this means the first love is kept alive, and the ability to choose it is repeatedly restored.
That we may be given the opportunity, again and again, to "cleanse" our way "by taking heed thereto according to [the] Word" (Psalm 119:9), is one of the reasons the Lord has placed us in a world of time wherein there are fixed and stated periods of change and progress that invite reflection, and give occasion to pause and take account of our life. All men recognize the beginning of a new year as a time for self-appraisal, a time to amend the mistakes of the past and to direct their steps anew. But too often the effort at self-examination is only cursory and superficial. Too often it is merely an endeavor to achieve more effectively by our own intelligence the personal aspirations that have eluded us. Too often it is prompted only by a momentary emotion which is soon forgotten because the habits and traditions of a lifetime are too strong to be resisted.
Yet, as long as we do not deliberately focus our minds upon the task of learning and progressively understanding spiritual truth, however sedulously we may keep the external requirements of a religious life, the love of self will remain entrenched within, and will continue to dominate our thought. We will remain spiritually asleep. Unless we are roused we will sleep the sleep of eternal death; for the door of love to the Lord and of genuine charity toward the neighbor-which alone opens before us the uses and the joys of heaven-this door will be permanently closed against us in the other life. To warn against this greatest of all tragedies, the Lord says in Matthew: "The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light. But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!" (6:22, 23).
We are all prone to lope darkness better than light. But light is come into the world; and the Lord calls to all men to come out of the darkness into the light of His opened Word. He invites us to sit at His feet, and to learn of Him the only Way that leads to inmost peace and lasting happiness, that we may walk therein. When Mary did so, even while her sister Martha was careful and troubled about many things, the Lord excused her, saying: "One thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her" (Luke 10:42). Far this, above all else, the reflection to which we are invited by the beginning of another year is intended by the Lord. It is His will to waken us to the incomparable value and importance of spiritual truth, that we may learn to know, at least in this our day, the things which belong unto our peace (Luke 19:42); things which heretofore have been hidden from our eyes. And this is why He says unto us, whenever we fall into the state represented by the church in Sardis:
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"Be wakeful, and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God." Amen.
LESSONS: Matthew 6:16-24. Luke 10:38-e. AE 187:1.
MUSIC: Liturgy, pages 448, 474, 502. Psalmody, page 23.
PRAYERS: Liturgy, nos. 5, 113.