PATIENCE Rev. GEOFFREY S. CHILDS 1958
THE NEW CHURCH LIFE
VOL. LXXVIII
JANUARY, 1958
No. 1
"Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." (Revelation 2: 10)
First states are times of inspiration and joy, when high resolutions come spontaneously. In the vast process of regeneration, first states are those of repentance. In times of repentance man turns to the Lord with his whole heart. He then has the joy of a heart that has newly found the Lord; the joy of a person who has been lost, but has finally found himself. In such first times of regeneration man vows to be "faithful unto death"-to live the truth, regardless of what may come.
First states of marriage are those in which husband and wife are given a foretaste of conjugial happiness itself, and vow that their love is true. They then secretly vow that they will meet the highest ideals in marriage, and they do this with heartfelt sincerity.
During first states the proprium is subdued. It is held in check by the Lord. Man is temporarily raised into heaven itself. But the time must come when first states end, and man must again face the evils of his proprium. Then the high inspiration and the joy of first states fade away. Then the high resolutions man has made are terribly challenged. The evil and falsity of the proprium attack the innermost chamber of man's heart and subtly, yet powerfully, try to break down his ideals-his faithfulness to truth, his faithfulness in marriage.
Man finds that the resolutions made sincerely in first states of repentance are most difficult to keep. Indifference begins to sap the strength of his will power. Like the seeds which fell among thorns and were choked, his ideals fall among the thorns of the spirit. The "cares and riches and pleasures of this life" (Luke 8: 14) gradually come to seem more important than the ideals of heaven. Thus the depth and sincerity of man's faith are challenged. He is then faced with two choices: either he can be patient, and persevere in fighting his evils; or in impatience he can reject all his idealism.
The same challenge faces husband and wife in marriage. When first states of inspiration and joy fade, the couple can be patient and continue to fight against the evils which would harm their marriage, or in impatience over the struggle necessary to fight against their selfishness they can give in to their proprium and thus lose all that has been precious to them.
When our idealism, either in repentance or in marriage, is challenged by the proprium, we come into temptation. And there are then two powerful forces working upon us. These are an influx from heaven and an influx from hell. In its influx into man's heart and thought the force of hell concentrates itself into one emotion-impatience: conversely, the influx from heaven is sensed as patience.
The impatience and the patience within us do battle in temptation. Evil loves cry out to be indulged, and they try to poison all that is heavenly in man with their impatience; for if they can succeed in destroying man's interior patience, then they have won their battle.
Every man is born with the cross of hereditary evil. And from that evil he takes spontaneously to falsities as he matures. In times of temptation, evil and falsity torment those who are trying to regenerate. And this torment stirs up in man a deep impatience with the Lord Himself. Man wonders: How can the Lord be merciful if He permits me to suffer so? Why should I fight against my evils if they are such an unfair burden? Surely the fault lies with the Lord if I give in, since He is the one who allows me to be so unhappy!
Thus the impatience of hell works and works upon man, undermining his faithfulness. Indeed, impatience with the Lord is so great in man that he could not survive the attacks of hell if it were not for a counterbalancing influx that inflows from the Lord Himself. This influx is that of patience, termed in the book of Revelation "the patience of the saints" (14: 12). It is this patience that enables man to endure steadfastly all the unhappiness of temptation, until evils come to a head and can be rejected.
The highest example of patience in temptation is found in the Lord Himself. We read: "He was oppressed, and He was afflicted, yet He opened not His mouth: He is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so He openeth not His mouth" (Isaiah 53: 7). The Lord opened not His mouth because He fought from His Divine soul, which is the source of patience itself.
Man cannot survive in temptation unless he opens his heart to receive the influx of patience that flows forth from the Lord.
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If he allows himself to receive this influx, then he is like the seeds which fell upon good ground; for these are "they, which in an honest and good heart, having heard the Word, keep it, and bring forth fruit with patience" (Luke 8: 15).
Because all that is good within man expresses itself in his spiritual patience, the quality of patience is many-sided. Outwardly, patience manifests itself in self-compulsion; that is, in man's compelling himself to be faithful to his ideals, even when he does not wish to be. Such patience copes with and fights against proprial delights in the "cares and riches and pleasures of this life." It combats the indifference and apathy of the proprium.
Interiorly, patience springs from trust in the Lord-the complete trust that the Lord will, in time, take the faithful man to His heart. Within spiritual patience, then, there are innocence, trust and belief. By further reflection, indeed, we can see that patience is the containant of all that is heavenly within us.
Spiritual patience has become such a necessary quality in the church because of man's burden of hereditary evil. To be rid of this burden, man must undergo trials and experience frustrations, times of deep unhappiness. And without patience he could never endure these trials. Before the fall, when man had no such heredity, patience was not the essential quality of the church, for the celestial church did good spontaneously and with joy. The need for patience is the mark of the spiritual church, the church established after the race fell. Without spiritual patience no man could regenerate; there would be no conjugial love upon earth; and there could be no church at all. In our times, patience is the mark of the true man.
The need for patience is not limited, however, to individuals and their spiritual struggles. There is the same need within groups. For what is true in particulars is true in generals; what is true of the individual is true of the group. Thus there is a vital need for patience in church group within organizations dedicated to spiritual uses.
In organized churches also there are times of inspiration and delight. There are times of first states. But just as surely there are times when the inspiration of serving spiritual uses in a church will fail, when it will become undelightful to worship the Lord and be instructed in His Word. When this state comes the church will fail, unless there be in it a faithful self -compulsion. There must be patience- steadfastness in worshipping the Lord and in gaining instruction from His Word. There must be faithfulness, no matter what obstacles are encountered, and what temptations arise. Such obstacles are defined in the parable of the sower as the "cares and riches and pleasures of this life."
It is such patience that makes a church, that permits it to grow; permits it to become the true bride and wife of the Lord.
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Because patience is essential to the life of the church the Lord said: "I have set watchmen upon thy walls, 0 Jerusalem, which shall not hold their peace day nor night. Ye that make mention of the Lord, keep not silence; and rest not before Him until He establish, and until He make Jerusalem a praise in the earth" (Isaiah 62: 6, 7). This is a call for patience on the part of the priesthood. But it is also a call to those who hear the cry of the watchmen; and they should be faithful to this call day and night, for otherwise the church will perish.
If there is true patience within a church, then it will grow. It will survive the temptations which arise from this world, and will take on a strength and beauty it never before possessed. It will truly become the bride and wife of the Lord.
A church which is patient in temptation is given by the Lord a "crown of life"-a crown of highest uses. And what is true of the church is true of the individual and also of husband and wife: "Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." Amen.
LESSONS: Isaiah 62. Luke 8: 1-15. Apocalypse Explained 813: 2.
MUSIC: Liturgy, pages 570, 485, 474.
PRAYERS: Liturgy, nos. 103, 123.